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the beautiful letdown.

And no MAN shall shed BLOOD, but by MAN shall his BLOOD be shed.
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[Wednesday
May 31st, 06 @ 12:36am
]
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!! wow. ive spent the last hour of my life reading old LJ posts and realizin how addicted i was to this. but im here agin. back to my roots.
UPDATES WIHT MISS KATY:
-Six month aniversary with David on Sunday June 4.
-Going to NAU this fall.
-Got a brand new laptop.
-Moved into a HOUSE with my family.
-Got that ipod I wanted so bad.
-Enjoyed cable for a few weeks.
-Turned eighteen.

I love my life.
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[Sunday
Nov 27th, 05 @ 9:33pm
]
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
Fear Evil Men

[Friday
Nov 18th, 05 @ 10:43pm
]
& my final decision.



im going to nau.




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[Sunday
Nov 6th, 05 @ 1:22am
]
i need to eat. i keep getting dizzy and like passing out. place i need to do my knee exercises. it REALLLLLLLLLLLY hurts. really bad. like seriously cant walk up stairs bad. OOOUUCCCHHHHHIIIEEE.target rocks.best believe.
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[Sunday
Nov 6th, 05 @ 1:20am
]
I GOT ACCEPTED TO NAU!
DESPITE THE FACT IM NOT EVEN GOING THERE NEXT YEAR!
ill explain the plan sometime. yawn yawn yawn im tired. goodnte kiddles.
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l y r i c s t o m y f a v s o n g [Sunday
Nov 6th, 05 @ 1:11am
]
Lyrics :
STARNGE AND BEAUTIFUL: AQUALUNG

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see, lyricstop
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

yeah...
yeah...
yeah...
yeah...
Fear Evil Men

[Monday
Oct 31st, 05 @ 6:43pm
]
muah. bitches.
♥katy
Fear Evil Men

w e s t r i v i n h o m e . i r i d e o n c h r o m o s . [Friday
Oct 21st, 05 @ 4:31pm
]

iheartmusic. <3Collapse )

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[Monday
Oct 17th, 05 @ 2:14am
]
bllllllaaaahhh. im alive.
<3333333333333333333333333333
Fear Evil Men

[Friday
Oct 14th, 05 @ 12:21am
]
freakin FREAKING IDIOTS! eh i dont know. my friend says in a schitzo. WELL FUCK YOU! anyway HI HI HI! im here alive and sexy as usual. comment please. i promise to maintain my lj again. im changin the layout again..and went out with this guy..broek up. hm what else. target is........no comment. soccer SOOON YYAYAYAYYAYAAYY! love it baby. went to weezeer with caty, went to jimmy&greenday with leah. rock the high sock. love it baby. it was hot.
MUAHHH!


♥katyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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[Friday
Dec 17th, 04 @ 12:56pm
]

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